I’m sitting in the car, driving. All the sudden the biggest smile creeps up on my face. Without even realizing it, it’s because I was thinking of you; yet again, like I always am. You sneak into my thoughts so often that I don’t realize I’m even thinking of you until I catch myself smiling the biggest, stupidest grin known to man. That has never happened to me with anyone else. I’ve never spent so much time, without forcing it, thinking of someone. Much less did the very thought of them invoke such joy as the thought of you did on me. I wouldn’t say “you make me happy.” I am already happy within myself. When you are added to the equation there is a state higher than happy, it is euphoric. A state I have never experienced prior. I am not codependent, I know that without you I would be happy still. But I know that with you, this sense of euphoria is the most beautiful, and wonderful I have ever felt and I am not in the business of letting it go.